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May. 6th, 2012

Fortune Cookie


I decided to take a break from livejournal, but something happened, and i just need to let it out.
Today one of my old freind's grandfather tried to kill himself because of the financial crisis, his doctors already stated he's not going to make it...it's just a matter of hours.
I learned it from the Tv news, and it really shocked me. My friend and i haven't seen or talked in a few years now, but we used to be very close. He was the big brother i never had, always caring and protective of me, and even when i was the annoying younger kid, he always spent his time with me every time i knocked at his door (we lived in the same building for many years).
The last time we met at a prize-giving ceremony. Even if we haven't seen each other for awhile, when he saw me, he runned towards me, hugged me and squeezed the hell out of me; it was like not even a day had passed since the last time we saw each other. He asked me if i was behaving like a good girl, i answered him that i was too old for that kind of question; he just held me tighter in response. He also asked if he had to kick someone's ass for me, and when we parted he told me to not be a stranger again...unfortunately, i haven't seen him since.
Now i really don't know what to do...Should i call him? I mean, i know he's devastated right now! I'm pretty sad myself, and i can't really remember his grandad, even if he was my grandmother's friend.
But i knew very well my friend's parents, i know his father and grandfather were really close and worked together, so it must be twice harder for them; and i'm so very sad and sorry for it because they've always been the nicest and sweetest persons with me.
I would like to show my old friend and his family my support, but i don't know if it's welcome at the moment. And i wish there was something i could do to really help them.

*Sighs* This is such a sad day for me.

May. 3rd, 2012

Fortune Cookie


So, i really didn't want to come to this, but since anyone but me gets to say something of what i think about Jared cancelling more than a Convention...i'm going to write a little something here on my journal, where i can say everything i want.
Oh democracy, the highest form of human organization and freedom.
Anyway, let's get down to business.

I've been to Jus in Bello Con this year, and something seemed off with Jared from the start...I realized it was the first time away from his son, so i sympathized with him. But even if i understood he would have rather been at home with his child and wife than attending Conventions, sensing that he didn't really want to be there and that we were kind of "bothering" him, wasn't the nicest feeling in the world.
Then, started a few rumors between Italian fans that Jared not politely shooed away 2 girls who approached him [I'm not talking about the video who it's been all over the net during the last 2 days, that one it's been taken after the Convention], and it really didn't sound like Jared...because last year i met him in the corridor of the Hotel, and while i didn't ask him for a photo or anything, he greeted me, smiled at me, and gave me a little pat on my shoulder.
When it was my time to take the picture with him this year, i was a little "rigid", and i barely touched him because i was afraid he might snap at me. He didn't, and while he wasn't the usual Jared, he was still polite.
The rest of the Convention was uneventful for me, even if not nearly as funny as the previous year.
As soon as i came back home, and had time to catch up, i was greeted by the report of an Italian fan who said Jared shooed her away too [still not one of the girls of the video], and by my 3 German friends who told me on Msn that Jared said at one of the Meet and Greet he wasn't going to attend Asylum Birmingham or Manchester or Germany, because he never signed up for any of it. It sounded really weird to me, because i knew he was listed as a guest, at least at the German Convention, from a very long while; and my friends were really excited about it. One of them also told me that the Rogue Events confirmed he wasn't going to attend the Conventions, a while later, and she showed me the official statement.
That looked even weirder to me, because just before he left for Rome, Jared said he was going to attend all the Conventions, and the one in Germany it's been going on for a few years now, so he must have been aware of it.
Then, this statement was released by Rogue Events:

"We’ve start this thread fresh because it was turning into personal attacks against each other and that isn’t what we want. [they made the cancel announcement post but since has been deleted] It is disappointing news, we are as sad as you all are."

We also have nothing to hide, as has been said, contracts had been made, fee’s had been paid and as far as we were aware up until this point we thought he was coming. We are sorry this has happened. Noone at any point was misrepresented as attendee’s will find out in a few weeks when they see Jared is still in the booklet.

Sorry guys

At this point, i still wanted to give Jared the benefit of the doubt, but it was starting to get really hard to believe him. I mean, did they forge his signature? It looked a bit surreal to me.
And as much as i know Jared is a rich person, i guess he still wonders where the money comes from when someone hands him a check, or if someone makes a deposit into his bank account.
I know Convention's money don't make the difference for him, but he must have noticed it.
But the thing that really made clear who was lying, was the news that Jared decided to pull out of Paris Con too. The same Convention he said he was going to attend just a few days before, at the same Meet and Greet he stated he didn't know he was meant to attend the Rogue Events.
And this is when i really got pissed.
I commented the announcement on a community i'm not going to mention because the mod "politely" called me "bitching people", and threatened to ban me because i dared to disagree with the common [or not so common? But i'm going to explain it later] conviction that Jared is a saint and did nothing wrong. And this is when all hell break loose [duh!].
I tried to explain, more than once, that i don't question or disagree or whatever with the reason why Jared decided to not attend the Conventions anymore, but the way he handled the situation, which was highly unprofessional and not respectful of the fans, in my opinion.
He's not a robot, he has personal necessities, issues, a newborn and a wife and if he wanted to spend more time with his family he could have said it months ago, when they found out Genevieve was pregnant, or a month ago, when the baby was born, so fans could have had the chance to choose if buy the tickets [and so on] or not, or at least give them the time to sell their passes to someone else.
And even if we assume he changed his mind last minute, because at JIB he just realized he couldn't stand the time apart from his family, he could have at least said the truth, and APOLOGIZED to the fans who SPENT their money to meet him, and have a chance to talk to him and/or to a take a picture with him.
Not everyone has the money to attend every Convention all over the world, and people like me [i was lucky he decided to attend at least JIB] or my friends, have maybe just one chance to see him in a year, or in their entire life!
Yes, going to the Conventions must be at least enjoyable for the actors too, but it's still a work for them, and should be handled professionally and with care.

To all the people who attacked me personally, i want to tell them i have a full life, a new job, a social life, and since i'm not 13 anymore...i have no idols. So, if someone i appreciate[d] does something i don't approve, i'm not afraid to say he messed up, and to me, this time, Jared messed it up big time.
Just like i'm not afraid to say there wouldn't be no Supernatural without Jensen and Jared, but there wouldn't be no Supernatural without the fans neither. So i think Jared should realize respect must always be mutual, and loyalty come and goes. Yesterday he lost mine, and not only [not that he would care, of course, 4 fans in less are not going to change his life ;)].

And let me tell you one more thing, a few months back Jared auditioned for a role in a movie with Bruce Willis, he would have got the role if shooting wouldn't have ended in July, when he mostly likely will be already filming Supernatural Season 8 [his words, not mine].
If shooting would have ended a little sooner, and Jared would have accepted the role, he wouldn't have been able to attend the Conventions. Was this going to make him a bad person? Of course not, if he would have warned the fan ahead of time, just like, to me, he there wouldn't have been a problem if he would have said the truth and/or warned ahead of time the fans that he wasn't attending the Conventions because he wanted to be with his wife and his son.
And would have make it a bad parent if he accepted the role? I don't think so...In an imperfect world where you have to work for a living, you're always going to miss something of your own child, it's not fair, it's not right...it's life!
Jared is a privileged young man who actually has the chance to take a break from work to spend time with his family, and it's great...Just showing a little respect, and warning the fans who were waiting for him, would have been nice...that's all.

Oh, and to the persons who ignored me or attacked me in the public post, and then sent me private messages telling me they agreed with my point of view...compliments for the courage and coherence. ;)

Personal note:
If anyone is going to read this, please don't repost it, and don't link it anywhere, i have an old style family who is unfortunately very technologic, and i don't want them to find out about this journal. I'm really not in the mood for one more fight about what they think of homosexuality, and what i think.

Apr. 25th, 2012

Fortune Cookie

Happy Birthday Disturbinglynic

Happy Birthday to you...

Happy Birthday to you...

Happy Birthday to Niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiic

Happy Birthday to You!

I hope you like the banner, i thought it was a nice idea to celebrate the day you get old :P with a little something just for you.

I hope you're having a wonderful day, and i wish you to always be happy.

I love you sooooooooooooo much!!!

Once again, Happy Birthday Nic!

*Kisses, Hugs and Cupcakes for the birthday girl*

Apr. 16th, 2012

Fortune Cookie

Stop the Arizona birth control Bill

Originally posted by alecx_5 at Stop the Arizona birth control Bill
Originally posted by nicky69 at Stop the Arizona birth control Bill
This is just apalling. Almost a centuary after women won the right to vote and we're still fighting to be treated as equals with a right to make our own choices and decisions. This is an insidious and evil bill which has no place in a society that calls itself free. Shame on those who would once more seek to take a freedom so hard won.

For the sake of women everywere take a stand no and say no to this bill!

Originally posted by sasha_dragon at Stop the Arizona birth control Bill
Originally posted by a_phoenixdragon at Stop the Arizona birth control Bill
Originally posted by ljgeoff at Stop the Arizona birth control Bill
Originally posted by gonzo21 at Stop the Arizona birth control Bill
Originally posted by rozk at Stop the Arizona birth control Bill
Originally posted by cluegirl at Stop the Arizona birth control Bill
Originally posted by aubergineautumn at Stop the Arizona birth control Bill
Originally posted by enchanted_jae at Stop the Arizona birth control Bill
Originally posted by mandatorily at Stop the Arizona birth control Bill

I just signed the following petition addressed to: Arizona Sentate, Arizona State Legislature, Debbie Lesko.

Stop the Arizona birth control Bill

If this bill passes the senate then women of Arizona would be forced to provide documentation that birth control is for medical purposes only. The "company" would not be required to cover birth control if it was for prevention of conception. Additionally this bill would give companies the right to fire women if they discovered that she was using a contraceptive to prevent pregnancy


Cluegirl note: Please don't roll your eyes and click past because you're tired of this nonsense. We're all tired of this nonsense. We're exhausted with the Tiny White Men That Other White Men Seem To Insist Need To Live In Our Ladyparts, and we're tired of being treated like cattle and chattel just because we're capable of conceiving life, but WE CANNOT IGNORE SHIT LIKE THIS! We must speak up, in our thousands, and we must speak up EVERY DAMN TIME! We must roar and shake the bars because every time even one of these appalling little incremental atrocities passes without uproar, then the Tiny White Men use it as a platform from which to to launch another, only slightly more atrocious attack.

Don't get tired, get mad. Talk about it. Yell about it. SCREAM about it. Deny nay-sayers sex over it. Do. Not. Be. Worn. Down. Because once the chains go on, it takes a lot of blood to get them off again.

This signal needs to be louder than all the 'stop internet limitations' signals. This Conservative Agenda includes the enslavement of better than half the human race. It really, really is more important.

Act like it.

Mar. 11th, 2012

Fortune Cookie

It's insane...

Ok, so...i'm not used to write personal related post here, because i'm a reserved person and because this was meant to be a only fanfiction related journal...at least at first, it seems.
But yesterday night [Saturday, in Italy] happened to me something, and i just had to scream in victory.

Hanging out with your friends in a pub and meeting the ex you loved with every fiber of your heart and soul, and who hurt you really bad; and see him practically eying you up and down [in the good way] the whole night, and getting up from his and his new girlfriend's table [probably ex, now] to throw a jealous fit just because one of your male friends "dared" to kiss you on the forehead and to hug you [in a total friendly way, i might add], has no price!!!

That's even more insane because we're a woman and a men now, for fuck's sake, not some hormonal teenagers, and he wasn't even the possessive kind of person when we were together. I still can't believe it, it's just crazy...but i have to admit it made me feel good, even if i'm sorry for his girfriend who, poor girl, found herself in an embarrasing position.

I'm soooooooooo not answering his calls and texts now.

Yeah, but this time it's not welcome!

Mar. 8th, 2012

Fortune Cookie

Post very important: a member of our family fight for his life

Repost from: http://all-spn.livejournal.com/1709642.html

A close friend lot Mica member of our famdom who write of sweet fics have been attacked at USA. It fight for his live in this moment in a hospital it's very serious the doctors arent optimist. Mica have been attacked cause it is gay.One time of more it must live this terrible event for his life.

I will like to ask you all here to make a pray for mica that it feel our love and that it return us. Its a such sweet adorable person who think always at others who lived the same thing, make lot of charity for that the young gays dont fall in the streets. It dont deserve to die so young. Im so angry with the persons who hurted mica. I hope that the cops stop them.I will like so much that Mica be safe with his boyfriend .In 2012 all that Should not arrive we have right at the difference to love who we want.

I ask you to repost on your lj fb twitter that mica receive lot of love thoughts, give the word at your flist,your friends. I give you his lj with the post it's his boyfriend who made the post today. Let messages,comments his boyfriend will give them at michael. If you want to send cards send me them i send them at Mica.Fight for Mica please.

Michael was attacked earlier today. He has survived several hours of surgery but the doctors aren't optimistic.


Mar. 5th, 2012

Fortune Cookie

Happy Birthday!!!

I owe a BIG apology to silnt_whisperer.
I'm so very sorry for doing this so late, but i had serious issues with my computer :( so please forgive me.....

I hope you had an amazing Birthday; i wish you to be very happy and may all your wishes come true!!!

*Tons of Kisses, Hugs, and Cupcakes*

Feb. 22nd, 2012

Fortune Cookie

Baby Aboard

Title: Baby Aboard
Author: elenies_mind
Beta: nuraya [Thank you so much for SAVING me!]
Artist: elenies_mind
Fandom: Star Trek TNG [Slightly AU]
Pairing/Characters: Wesley/Riker, Enterprise’s Crew
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 1.135, according to Word.
Warnings: Implied underage sex, Mpreg.
Summary:Wesley and Riker are hiding a precious little secret, while dealing with everyday problems along the way.
Disclaimer: I own nothing but the story.
Author’s notes: This my way to thank disturbinglynic for everything she has done for me so far. ^_____________^
Also, I’m not a fan of the show and i know almost nothing about it; I’m Italian and this is the first time I write a fic in English, so please forgive me for all the mistakes, I tried to do my best!
And last but not least; Dr. Beverly Crusher isn’t Wesley’s mother in this fic and Wesley is “barely” showing in the banner on purpose.

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Nov. 13th, 2011

Fortune Cookie

Addio Berlusconi, NON ci mancherai!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





Aug. 8th, 2011

Fortune Cookie


I'm on hiatus, people.
See ya in a couple of weeks!


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